My dear friends, family and prayer warriors,
I slept last night and woke up this morning terrified but with "a peace that passeth all understanding." And PRAISE GOD!!! The PET scan results showed no spread of the cancer!!! It is confined to my left breast and lymph nodes!! They cannot stage me exactly but believe I am no worse than a stge 3 A. The cancer is extremely aggressive so they are jumping on it. I am suppose to have a chemo port put into my shoulder next Tuesday and treatments will begin on Thursday. I will have 18 weeks of chemo (in 6 treatments once every 3 weeks), then surgery, then radiation.
Today began as the most TERRIFYING day of my life. I can truly tell you it turned out to be one of the most AMAZING days of my life. After meeting with the doctor I saw a woman in the UT Cancer Center waiting room. She was about 50 years old. A man was sitting next to her, perfectly calm but she had a look of pure terror on her face. Her whole body was shaking so hard I was amazed the purse in her lap did not fall on the floor (just like me an hour before). She looked into my eyes and I felt a powerful voice tell me to go speak to her. I did. I felt led to tell her she would be alright. I didn't know how or why but I knew deep down she would be alright. I held her hand. She smiled and thanked me. I wish now I had the presence of mind then to get her name and her story but I knew the Holy Spirit had told me what needed to be said. I have always considered myself bad at handling very sad or "awkward" situations. I am a relatively shy, reserved person but I tell you now I did not give any of this a second thought. I knew in my heart of hearts I was being guided all the way.
A half hour later Randy and I met my parents and daughters at McDonalds on Cumberland Ave. No sooner did we arrive than a middle aged man came and sat at our table. His name was Tony Dewayne Alexander. He began to tell Randy how he had no home, no job, no family. How he'd broken his back and just now (after years of pain and suffering) was able to walk. He talked alot about Jesus but we could all tell he was broken and burdened. We believe he had been drinking. At first we thought he was looking for some money but he didn't want that. Again I felt led to hold his hand and to pray with him. Praying out loud has never been my strong point but I knew (through the Holy Spirit I believe) exactly what to do and say. We hugged him and promised him that we would keep praying and that God would answer his prayers as He had for me that morning. We told him God had a purpose and plan for him and that we would keep praying. My dad stayed in the Mcdonalds and continued to minister to him for some time afterwards.
I have never had a day like this ever before. Isn't it AMAZING how God can use us in ways and places in which we never expect it!!!
Thank you all for your wonderful prayers, emails, and comments. They have been such a blessing to me and my entire family. My sisters have told me they were moved to tears by them all this morning. Please continue to pray. I know this year will be a hard one. Please pray that God will use me and this experience in a positive way for others. Please pray for Tony Alexander and the woman I met shaking in the cancer center.
Oh, and by the way I am taking a poll on the wig I will need to buy in the next couple of weeks. What do you guys think: blond, brunette, or red head. Let me know! LOTS OF LOVE,
Kerry
Praise the Lord!!! What a blessing that the cancer has not spread! I have been thinking about you and praying constantly! What an inspirational day for us all, to witness the work of God. I'm speechless!
ReplyDeleteLove you! Erica
p.s. my friend Kim, in NC has her MOPs group praying for you, too. :)
Kerry,
ReplyDeletePraise the Lord!!! I am so thankfull to hear the news. The Lord truly works in mysterious way. I want you to know that you were on the minds of everyone at the Co-op today. We all miss your smiling face.
You are in our prayers!
Today must have been the day for good news. I'm so happy to hear that it hasn't spread. My friend Hope also went in today for a body scan and ,like you, had wonderful news. I will continue to pray for your healing and restoration and also for more encounters like you had today. It's amazing that our trials bring about such boldness.
ReplyDeleteWe will see you at race for the cure. I'll know it's you by the survivor tag you're wearing.
Kerry,
ReplyDeleteYou have been on my mind all day as you have been waitinig for the results of your scan. I am so glad that you got a good report! I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Love,
Carolyn Fellhoelter
Aunt Kerry,
ReplyDeleteI just wanted you to know that me and my whole school have been praying for you. I was so glad that your cancer has not spread anywhere else!!! I hope you always remember that God will help you through this time and he WILL give you peace.
Love,
Heather Beal
Dear Aunt Kerry,
ReplyDeleteI hope that the chemo won't make you too sick. I hope that you will get through this with the LORD leading you. During prayer requests at school I have mentioned you and my whole class has been praying for you. I am praying that you will feel great when this is all over!!!!! A verse I like is Ephesians 6:10 "Be strong in the Lord, and in the strength of His might. Put on the full armor of God, that you may be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil." Don't be too discouraged because you know that God is leading you. I love you.
Your nephew :-)
Jonathan Beal
Kerry,
ReplyDeletePraise God for this miracle! A lot of people in a lot of counties and states have been praying for you. This just proves that God still hears our prayers, and he still works miracles. I am so happy. I cried when I heard the good news.
Kerry, we love you very much. You are such a sweet niece/cousin. I knew with everyone praying for you, you would be fine. You'll have a rough year ahead of you, but I know you're up for the challenge. We'll be here to help you and your family anyway we can. We are so very proud of you, the way you have already started ministering to others. God is using you through this terrible illness.
Last year my friend, Bunny, had stage 3, category 3 breast cancer. She went through surgery, chemo, and radiation and is doing fine. She has been a big encouragement to me. You'll have your good days and bad days, but you'll do just fine.
Again, we love you very much, and we are just elated!!
Ken, Linda, & Andy
Kerry, I just read Jonathan and Heather's post to you. I am so touched by the maturity of their faith. They are so right. God is more powerful than any ole cancer. He will guide you through.
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure which wig to vote for - maybe you should just get a whole wardrobe of them.
Shirley
Dear Little Sis,
ReplyDeletePraise God!!! When I heard the great news about your scans all I could pray was, "Thank you God, Thank you," over and over again. It certainly wasn't the longest prayer or the most eloquent I've ever prayed, but God understood all the heartfelt emotion behind those simple words. Then, of course, as us Booth girls do, I called Mitzi and we cried together over the phone :-) We thanked God together for hearing our cries and answering them as he did. Kerry, you are such a precious blessing to us. We are praying for wisdom, strength and courage for you these upcoming months. Know that as Isaiah 40:31 says, God will carry you through this. "Yet those who wait for the LORD, Will gain new strength: They will mount up with wings like eagles, They will run and not get tired, They will walk and not become weary." Know that a whole lot of staff and children at Concord Christian School will be lifting you up daily. Also, the entire Booth family is standing beside you in this. I love you dearly :-)
Big sis,
Shannon Beal
So glad to hear the blessed news! Your courage and faith to bless others are an inspiration. We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteI am sure you got my message!!! I am rejoicing with you today, crying tears of thankfulness and joy and dancing in my kitchen!! Thank you Jesus! You are constantly in my prayers Kerry! Love you! M.
ReplyDeleteKerry,
ReplyDeletePraise God! I saw Melony in the parking lot of target and she told me and we both just stood there and cried and thanked God so much! You are such a beacon of light for God to shine through and I just knew you would be okay, because he has big, big plans for you. A book maybe? who knows, but we all love you so much and are heading into the healing with you head strong! Go, Kerry, Go and Jesus, too. love you, Felicia
Kerry,
ReplyDeleteI wish I could reach through this computer and give you a hug with now! John, the boys and I are packing and on our way to Tennessee.
Kerry, I think almost all of King George County was praying for you. God has blessed us with such good friends.
I love you so much, Kerry. I have always known what a special person you are. When I read the messages I know that other people realize it as well. It makes me smile.
I will see you soon,
Mitzi
Kerry,
ReplyDeletePraise God for the good news! We will continue to pray for you, Randy, and my sweet neices through the treatments. We are looking forward to seeing you all this weekend.
John
Kerry,
ReplyDeleteI am so glad to hear the good news! We will keep praying. I definitely think you should go blonde!! Supposedly they do have more fun!!
Sherry W.
Kerry,
ReplyDeleteHi, this is Shelly from King George (Mitzi's friend). Just want you to know that I have been praying for you and I am thanking God now for His answered prayer that the cancer has not spread. God is good! I want to share a couple of verses that came to mind. I am doing a Bible Study called Walking in Faith: Lessons Learned in the Dark by:Jennifer Rothschild Psalm 62:5-6 "Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from Him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress, I will not be shaken" and Psalm 94:18-19 "When I said, 'My foot is slipping',your love, O Lord, supported me. When axiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul". I pray you will have joy and peace within your soul. God is the great physician, He knows our every need. He will provide.
Love,
Shelly Rose
P.S. I think you will look beautiful and all three colors of wigs. Why not get one of each!
Kerry, I am glad to hear your scan went well...Praise God !!!! , I want you to know I am thinking of you and your family and praying for you all through this difficult journey...May God's love and grace be with you and strenthen you everyday...Keep your strong faith and always look for God's blessings in our worst situations that we are in...My hearts is with you as well as alot of prayers...Your friend Jennifer Burns (Corryton Church)
ReplyDeleteKerry,
ReplyDeleteLast week when you told me about the diagnosis - I have to tell you what God spoke to me. As you stood there telling me a partial smile came across my face - all I could do was hug you, but you've got to know there was more to it and I see it's happening already. God said to me - I'm going to show my power in this, this is a chance for you all to see me work - so my reaction may have seemed a little off, but it's because He was speaking to me as you spoke. He's got the power to use this situation and He will. Seek Him obediently and let Him work as you are. We are here for you and are praying for you.
Looking forward to seeing you back at co-op soon! When you don't know what to do, just stop and listen to see what the Lord has in mind - just depend on Him, He already has you in His hands.
Love,
Lisa Ogle
Kerry, I heard the great news yesterday and all I could say was thank you Jesus, thank you Jesus. I felt this was that answer you needed to feel God is with you and He hears you. While I'm going to miss your sister here in King George I am so grateful that she can be with you. I told her to give you (and Shannon)big hugs from me - so make sure you collect!!! I was telling her how I feel like since I know her, I know you and Shannon just the same. You guys are so connected - your love for each other and how you display your love for others is such a testament to who all 3 of you are. As for your wig color - I think you would look absolutley great as a red head!!! Go for it!!!We're still praying hard!!!!
ReplyDeleteRenee J.
Kerry,
ReplyDeleteI was so excited to hear your news! We've been praying so hard for you and your family. Even though I don't know you, I feel so connected to you. Every time I read this blog my heart swells with joy. What love is shared between friends and in the family of Christ! Just as the Holy Spirit grieves when grieve, He is rejoicing with us today. Praise God! He is good.
Guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are God my Savior,
and my hope is in you all day long.
-Psalm 25:5
It is obvious that you carry that hope with you all day long. So much that it is beginning to overflow to so many around you. I agree, what an AMAZING day! You have been blessed, and you will continue to receive His blessings!
I will pray tonight that you remember this powerful day and it will keep you strong and confident in Him in the days to come.
Your new friend,
Joyce Soderlund
Hey Kerry, you are really something. Your first day of chemo and you dress like a diva--even down to the pink shoes. I'm a shoe lover so I am very impressed. haha. I was praying for you today and we had a special prayer for you @ church last night. I know God is watching over you, Randy and the girls. By the way, tell my nephew he is a very lucky man to have a wife like you.
ReplyDeleteLove
Jane Ellen
Kerry,
ReplyDeletePlease tell your sister Shannon that I am praying for as I know she did for me during my surgery. I hope her biopsy turns out to be normal. Your diagnosis has brought a lot of attention to women, like myself, to remind us to have our mammograms, too. I know that is another way God is using you! I hope Laura and Leslie had a great time in Florida with your sister! I'm so thankful you aren't experiencing any nausea yet and I will continue to pray that it stays that way.
Love,
Brooke :)